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hflgkmsf/ AolQmTj . ;To gf/fo0f, :j:yfgL, Psfx, ;Ktfx, gjfx cflb ;Dk"0f{
wd{sfo{sf s'zn k|jrs afh]af6 lg/Ghgn] ljb]z hfg' cl3 wd{sf] af/] k|z:t} kf7
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afh] / ufoqL aHo}sf] dgdf ce}m cfnf] 3fp ;/L /x]sf] cj:yfdf lg/Ghgsf] ljb]zdf
5fqj[lQsf] lgldQ 5gf}6 ePsf] va/nfO{ afh] / aHo}n] ldl>t ?kd} lnPsf lyP .
lg/Ghg
;fg}b]lv sd af]Ng] / k9fO{df clt ltI0f ePsf] x'Fbf ufpFdf :s"n]
s]6fs]6Lx?sf] cfbz{ AolQmTj . lgd{nfaf6 wf]sf ePkl5 lg/Ghgdfly w]/} cfz a9]sf] 5
afh] / aHo}sf] . 3/ 5f]8\bf ;fOt ub}{ lgns07 afh]n] k'g plb{ ;'gfPsf lyP,
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a]k'm;{bL afh] lg/Ghgsf] k|ltIffd} /xFbf klg l;nf]6df lai0f'sfhLsf] nfvalQ
xf]dsf] ;fOt lgsfNb} klg 5g\ . ptf aHo}sf] klg cfh a]Un} k"m/k"m/ 5 .
3/sf] sfd ug]{ xs]{nfO{ lg/Ghgsf] sf]7f ;kmf ;'U3/ ug]{ lhDdf nufP/ cfk"m
eg] lg/GhgnfO{ ;f/} dgkg]{ cfn' sfpnLsf] t/sf/L / lv/ agfpgdf tlNng l5g\ . xs]{
eg] lg/Ghgn] lab]zaf6 NofOlbg] afrf u/]sf] 38Lsf] sNkgfdf dlRrO{ dlRrO{ sf]7fsf]
;/ ;kmfO{df h'6]sf] 5 .
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xf]Og, t/ aHo}nfO{ 9f8 b'Vg] Aoyfn] ubf{ b'a}sf] k|ltlglwTj ub}{ xl/ dfdf xjfO{
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r'6\lsnf eGgdf lhNn}df Voflt kfPsf xl/ dfdf cfkm\gf] PSnf] eflghnfO{ xjfO{
d}bfgd} :jfut ug{ kfpFbf b+u 5g\ .
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klg cfof]. { aiff}{ kl5 5f]/f;+usf] e]6 ;De]m/ afh] aHo} ;a} sfd 5f]8L cfFugsf]
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. { eGb} lg/Ghg lgx'l/G5 . 5 aif{ kl5 3/ kms]{sf] lg/Ghgsf] cg'xf/df Tolt rds
gb]lv afh] aHo}n] Ps} rf]6L ;f]Wg k'U5g\ { af6f]df lgs} a]/ nufO{;\ lg t afa',
lsg < ;Grf] 5}g ls s;f] < :j/
klg dlng 5 .{, {dfdf v} t < {, aHo}
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afh] aHo};u hluG5g\ . { dfdf { nfdf] :j/ u/L lg/Ghg dfdfnfO{
af]nfpF5 .
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kf]t] / l;Gb'/df ;lhPsL b'nxL x'lG5g\ . afh] aHo}n] pQm b'nxL u}/ g]kfnL ePsf]
tYo b'nxLsf] j0f{af6 t'?Gt} a'emLxfN5g\ . ;'n'Q k/]sf] gfs, e'ms]sf] cln leGg}
agf}6sf] cfvf, kftnf] ;/n d'xf/sL lrl6Ss k/]sL b'nxL b]vL cfZro{k"0f{ Pj
;/n njhdf aHo}, { s:tL /fd|L, sf] x'g\ gL oL gfgL . { eGg k'lU5g .
{gs/f, To;} s'/} ga'emL /fd|L eG5] . P xl/ afa', s;nfO{ ;fydf lnO{ cfof} of] < , { l:ylt PsfPs ulDe/ agfpb} afh] ulh{G5g\ . {sf] x'g' lg . d}n] lrgfO/xg k5{ / < x}g efGhf < { , l:ylt ;fdfGo agfpb} 76\of}nf] efsfdf xl/dfdf af]N5g\ . nfdf] ;do b]lv ulDe/ lg/Ghg PsfPs af]Ng k'U5 , { dfdf e}uf], d} af]N5' === a'af cfdf, pgL ldO/f=== xh"/x?sL a'xf/L . { lg/Ghgsf] cfFvfsf] Ozf/f d'tflas ldO/f afh] aHo}sf] cuf8L lgx'l/G5] .
lgns07
afh] eml:sG5g\ . cgfof; b'O{ kfOnf kl5 ;b}{ ylst njhdf eG5g\ , {
lg/Ghg of] s] u/]sf] t}+n] < t}+n klg wd{ gfl;;\ x}g < { ulDe/ lg/Ghgn]
lgx'/]/ gd| cfjfhd} eG5 { d}n] wd{
gf;]sf] 5}g a'af . ldO/fn] klg xfd|} wd{ ckgfO;s]sL l5g\ . xfd|f] wd{ t cem
a9\of] kf] ls t < {
afh]
wd{sf] hf]8 36fp ug{df 6f]lng k'u] . aHo} ls+st{Aolad"9 eO{ slxn] 5f]/f t
slxn] afh] tk{m x]g{ yflng\ . To:tf] cj:yfdf cfkmgf] 76\of}nLkgsf] s'g} k|of]hg
gb]vL xl/dfdf kmn}rfdf yrSs a:g k'U5g\ . ldO/f eg] efiff ga'e]m klg l:yltsf]
ulDe/tfnfO{ ef+Kb} Psf]xf]/f] lgx'/L /xlG5g\ . lg/Ghg cfwf e'ms]sf] gh/n] cfkmgf]
a'afnfO{ x]l//x]sf] x'G5 .
{ lg/Ghg afa', d]/f] 38L v} t < { xs]{sf] rsf]{ :j/n] ;a} eml:sg k'U5g\ . t/ afh]sf] hf]8 36fpsf] lx;fa ce}m k'/f ePsf] x'Gg .
xf]s'bfO{
la;f}gL c+s ! kfgf !(af6 s|dzM
cfj]zsf]
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js{zkaf6 kmls{ g;s]sf]n] PSsn} s] ePls lyOg k'gM yd;g / d]/Lsf] af/]df s|lds ?kdf
;f]Rg k'lug .
d]/L
3/ 5f]8]/ lx8] kl5 s'g} cTtf]ktf] ePg . yd;gsf] l/; la:tf/} sd x+'b} uof] nLnL
klg 6f7f] x+'b} uof] . yd;g la:tf/ } d]/Lsf] rfn ;"Gg sfg yfKb}5g, t/ cfjfh
z'Go . aflx/ lg:sG5g t Uof/]hdf d]/Lsf] sf/ klg 5}g . otf ptf x]5{g s]lx ctf]ktf]
5}g . cj]/ e};Sbf klg d]/Lsf] s'g} ;+s]t gePkl5 d]/Lsf Ps b'O hgf glhssf ;fyLnfO{
kmf]g u/]/ ;f]w] t/ s]lx yfxf ePg . pgnfO 3/ z"Go ePsf] dxz'; x'g nfUof] .
t/ klg lbgel/sf] ysfO{n] la:tf/} ef]s nfu]sf] h:tf] nfUof] / lkm|h vf]n]/ x]/] .
cl3Nnf] lbgsf] lkhf af+ls /x]5, Tolx ttfP/ vfg nfu] .
yd;gn]
vfgf vf+b} ubf{ s]lxa]/ cl3sf] 36gf ;+emg yfn] / lj:tf/} cfkm\gf] uNtL dxz'; ug{
yfn] . cf+km' To:tf] cfj]zdf cfpg' gx'g] lyof] ls h:tf] nfUof] . cflv/df d]/Lsf]
uNtL eg]sf] em\ofn v'nf /fVg' lyof] h'g pgLn] hflghflg /fv]ls xf]Ogg\ . pgLn]
nLnLnfO{ dfof uly{g / nLnLn] klg d]/LnfO{ clt dfof uYof]{ . d]/L Ps lbg aflx/
uOg\ eg] ef]ln kN6 pgL kms{bf d]/Lsf] sf/ cfPsf] nLnLn] Ps lsnf]ld6/ 6f9fb]lv
yfxkf+pYof] / bu'b}{ ;8sdf :jfut ug{ k'Uyof] . cfh d]/Lsf] d"8 s:tf] lyof]
d}n] larf/} ul/g . zfob lbgel/sf] sfdsf] af]emn] lbdfu tftL /fv]sf] klg lyof] ls
. clkm;sf] sfd ;w}+ ;lhnf] x'G5 eGg' 5}g . tftL /fv]sf] lbdfudf d]/f] tftf] l/;sf
zAbn] cem al9 ttfpg] sfd u/]sf] x'g ;S5 . To;} eP/ xf]nf c;n / s'zn u[x0fLn]
slxNo} klg aflx/af6 cfPsf] cfkm\gf] kltnfO{ cfpg] lalQs} s'g}klg dg b'Vg] s'/f
;'gfp+b}gg\ eGg] g]kfnsf] uf+pdf ;'g]sf] ;+emG5g . s'g} g/fd|f] ;dfrf/ ePklg
Psl5g kv]{/ aflx/sf] ysfO{ dl/;s]kl5 ;'gfpg] u/]sf] b]v]sf lyP . cfh d}n] c;n
u[lx0fLn] ug'{kg]{] e"ldsf lgaf{x ug{ g;s]sf]n] of] kl/0ffd eof] elg
kZrftfk ug{ yfn] . ;f]Rbf ;f]Rb} ca]nf e};s]5, nLnLnfO{ vfgf /fv]/ cf]5\ofg lt/
nfu] .
cf]5\ofgdf
uP klg lgGb|f nfu]g . o;f] s]lx v;|Ss cfjfh cfpg] lalQs} d]/L cfOg\ ls elg
x]5{g\ t/ d]/L x'Ggg\ . o;} ul/ /ft laTof], pHofnf] eof] / clkm; hfg] ;do eof] .
pgsf] cl3Nnf] lbgsf] clkm; hfg] tof/L / To; lbgsf] tof/Ldf cfgsf]tfg km/s k/\of]
. cl3Nnf] lbg;Dd slt k'mlt{;fy x+l;nf] cg'xf/ lnP/ uPsf x'Gy] eg]
cfh lggfp/f] cg'xf/ lnP/ zlStlaxLg eP/ hfg nfu] h:tf] ePsf] 5 . h] eP klg
clkm; hfg} k/\of], uP . clkm; k'u]/ d]/Lsf] clkm;df kmf]g u5{g t/ d]/Ln] Ps
xKtfsf] labfsf] ;"rgf u/]sf] hfgsf/L kfp5g\ / cem al9 x/]; vfG5g\ .
oQLs}df
lbg laTof], xKtf laTof] / d]/Lsf] clkm;df k'gM ;+ks{ u/] . t/ d]/Ln] cfk\mgf]
a}olSts uf]Kotf ;+alGw ;"rgf hf] s;}nfO klg lbg aGb]h ul/;s]sL x'gfn] s]lx
;"rgf kfpg ;s]gg\ . cfkm+} pgsf] clkm; k'u,] b]Vg ;s]gg\ . clkm;sf] kfls{ª\df
dfq x}g glhssf c? kfls{ª\ n6df klg uP/ d]/Lsf] uf8L vf]h],
t/ b]v]gg\ .
ca
e]6 eof] eg] km]/L slxNo} o:tf] uNtL gug]{ ul/ dfkmL dfUg tof/ eP .
g]kfndf 5+bf u'? k|;fb d}gfnLsf] k/fnsf] cfuf] eGg] syfdf nf]Ug] :jf:gLsf]
emu8f k/fnsf] cfuf] xf] eGg] n]v]sf] pgnfO ;'gfpg]n] eg]sf] ;+em] . t/ pgsf]
xsdf of] k/fnsf] cfuf] h:tf] xf] eGg] cg'ej P]n] ;Dd cg'e"lt ePsf] 5}g .
Ps
lbg l;ldsf]6af6 SofG8Lsf] kmf]g cfof] . yd;gnfO{ crDd nfUof] l;ldsf]6df kmf]g ;]jf
ePsf] ;'Gbf . SofG8Ln] cfkm\gf] ofqf /fd|f];+u e} /x]sf] / ;f] cjlwdf cfk\mgf]
k|fylds ljBfnodf k9\bfsf] Ps hgf ;fyL e]6 ePsf] egL ;'gfOg\ . olQs}df c? s] eGb}
lyOg\ kmf]g sfl6of], yd;gn] s]lx eGg kfPgg\ . k'g kmf]gsf] 3+6L cfof] yd;gn]
p7fP t/ km]/L sfl6of] . c? b'O{ ltg k6s km]/L To:t} eof] t/ s'/f x'g kfPg .
SofG8LnfO
;a} atfpg rfxfG5g\ t/ ;+ks{df 5}gg\ . slxn] slxn] ;a} a[tfGt n]v]/ 6|fe]n Ph]G6
dfkm{t lr7L k7f+p h:tf] nfU5 t/ To:tf] ;dfrf/n] SofG8Lsf] dg b'Vg] / k'/f ofqf
g} la/lStdf kl/0ft x'g] eon] ql;t x'G5g\ / n]Vg] cf+6 ub}{gg\ . cfk'mnfO{ hlt
kL8f ePklg 5f]/LnfO gxf]; eGg] rfxG5g\ . x'g;S5 SofG8L cfOGh]ndf d]/L klg
kmls{;s]sL x'lG5g\ / ;a} aftfj/0f ;kmf e} ;s]sf] x'g;S5 eGg] cfzf klg 5 .
o:t}
5 yd;gsf] b}lgsL . laxfg p7\g], a|]skmf:6 vfg], nLnLnfO vfg]s'/fsf] Aoa:yf ul/lbg],
clkm; hfg], a]n'sf kms{g] cflb . ;fyLefO tyf O:6ldq;+usf] ;+ks{ Go"g x'b}
uPsf] 5 eg] ;KtfxGtdf 3'Dg hfg] sfd aGb 5 . labfsf] lbgdf 3/df g} a;L nLnL;+u
v]N5g .
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af/]df ;f]Rbf ;f]Rb} lbgx? laTb} lyP, Ps lbg clkm;af6 3/ kms{bf cfkm\gf]
lr7Lafs;df yd;gn] Pp6f g]kfnL vfd b]v] . g]kfnL sfuhsf] Tof] g]kfnL vfd b]Vbf
pgnfO{ ltg} g]kfnL uf+p+n]sf] ofb cfof] h;sf] hLlasf g]kfnL sfuhsf] nflu h+unaf6
kf6 -nf]stf_ ;+sngdf cfwfl/t lyof] . pgnfO{ nfUof] cem} klg o'uf} b]lvsf] sfuh
agfpg] ;+:sf/ lhpb} /x]5 . pgnfO g]kfnL sfuhsf] crDdsf] laz]iftf eg]sf] ;of} aif{
;Dd k6\ofP/ /fVbf klg gRofltOsg ;'/lIft /xg'df nfUYof] . la:tf/} 6f+l;Psf] l6s6
lt/ cf+vf nufp5g t 8f+km] r/L b]V5g\ clg Psl5g pgn] ;a} s'/f la;{G5g\ / g]kfndfq
;+emG5g\ . clg lr7L vf]N5g\ / SofG8Lsf] ofqf 8fo/L x]5{g . 5f]6s/L ePsf]n] ofqf
laa/0f vf; s]lx 5}g . t/ of] ofqf cfk\mgf] hLjgsf] nflu ;a}eGbf dxTjk"0f{ /x]sf]
eGb} n]lV5g\ . sf7df08f}af6 dfg;/f]j/sf] ofqfsf] z'? b]lv g} ljlnod eGg]
SofG8Lsf] k|fylds :s"nsf]] ;fyL e]6 eP5g\ . x'gt Ps csf]{n] k'g kl/ro
u/]kl5 dfq lrg]5g\ . sl/a tLg dlxgfsf] ;dodf ;u} ofqf ubf{ ub}{ Ps csf{n] dg k/fpg]
dfq x}g laafx ug]{ lg0f{o klg u/L ;s]5g\ . of] lg0f{o ug'{ klxn] b'a}n] cfcfkm\gf
afa'cfdf;+u kmf]gdf s'/f ug{ vf]h]5g\ t/ kmf]g lalu|Psf]n] ;+ea ePg5 . 5f]/Lsf]
kq k9\bf yd;gsf] cf+vfaf6 aa{/tL cf+;' em/] v'zLsf] xf]ls b'Mvsf] xf] pgL cfkm}
5'6\ofpg ;Sb}gg\ . ;'v / b'Mv af8\g] Tofx+f sf]lx lyPg . ;a} s'/f dgdf /fvL yd;g
d]/L / SofG8Lsf] af6f] x]l/ a:b5g\ .
Ps
lbg yd;g 3/sf] k5f8L sDkfp08df nLnL;+u v]n]/ al; /x]sf lyP . nLnL PSsf;L pkm|]/
3/ cuf8Lsf] ;8s lt/ bf}8\of] . yd;g em:of+u eP, lsgls nLnLn] o:tf] bf}8 vfln
d]/L cGoq uP/ 3/ kms+{bf dfq ub{Yof] . nLnL ;8sdf s] k'u]sf] lyof] sf/sf] a|]s
nfu]sf] 7'nf] cfjfhsf] ;fy;fy} ufl8 7f]lsPsf] cfjfh cfof],
dflg; lrRofPsf] cfjfh cfof] . yd;g o;f] bf}8]/ ;8s lt/ x]5{g t d]/Lsf] sf/
5 t/ laeT; bZo 5, d]/Lsf] uf8Lsf] rSsfn] nLnLnfO r]lk/fv]sf] 5 eg] d]/Lsf] sf/;+u
csf]{ sf/ 7f]lsPsf] 5 . yd;gsf] gh/ PSsf;L d]/Ldf k'Uof] / d]/L d]/L eg]/ lrRofP
t/ d]/Lsf] s'g} cfjfh cfPg . yd;g
bf}8]/ d]/L ePsf] :yfgdf s] k'u]sf lyP PDa'n]G; / k|x/Lsf uf8Lx? cfOk'u] / d]/L
nufot b'a} sf/sf dflg;nfO{ t'?Gt Pda'n]G;df /fv]/ c:ktfn nu] . yd;g klg d]/L
nu]sf] PDa'n]G;df ;fy} uP .
olQs}df
yd;g js{zkaf6 cfOk'u], h]gL skmL agfpg uOg\ . skmL / Ps Ps 6's|f s]s vfP/ bf+t
dfemL b'a} cf]5\ofg lt/ nfu] .
s|dzM
Saseem
Poudel
Maharajgunj,
I
have just been pronounced dead. The doctor gave my family a defeated ‘I am
sorry’ look, my family and friends bursted into tears, they closed my eyes,
covered my face with white linen and …it was all over.
This
is the moment I have been living for. Now its here and I am suddenly blank. What
am I supposed to do now? Am I supposed to be happy that my sufferings are over
or am I supposed to be sad that I am now DEAD? It does not really matter, does
it? Well, this is the first time that I am dead so I am really confused, in
fact, a bit nervous. Moreover, there is nobody around to help me. I am
completely alone. Of course, my family and friends are here, but they are busy
celebrating my death with tears. They are busy consoling each other. Nobody has
time to help me out. Anyway I have doubt, if they would be of any help. They
hardly seem to notice me. I have been lying here for hours and suffocating…
“Just
a minute!!!! How can you suffocate when you are dead, you don’t breathe when
you are dead. So there is no question of you suffocating…”
“Ok
sorry I accept that I can’t suffocate but with this white linen covering my
face I am having a feeling of suffocation. After all it has just been few
minutes since I have been dead. I am not yet used to it. I need some time to be
get used to it. Anyway, who the hell are you to pry into my private stream of
thought and disturb me?”
“I
happen to be the reader of this passage. I was getting bored reading your
thoughts. When you said that you were suffocating after your death, I could not
control myself anymore.”
“Well
it’s my thought so I have freedom to think whatever I want. Anyway thanks for
interfering. I was getting a bit bored out here watching my friends and
relatives bursting into tears. I have some company.”
“If
you continue to be so boring I won’t be here long.”
“Who
told you to stay anyway? I did not invite you, did I? If you are bored you are
welcome to leave.”
“Well…
I just wanted to hear what a dead man had to say.”
“Oh!
So you came to listen to a dead man? Well since you seem so interested in death
let me ask you a simple question. Have you ever thought of your own death?”
“No.”
“Why
not?”
“I
don’t know.”
“Well?
You should know. After all you seem to be pretty interested in death. And it’s
the only truth of your life. Nobody is immortal. You too will die one day. And
may be that day is not too far”
“Bull
Shit.”
“Oh!…
why are you so afraid of death?”
“No,
I am not.”
“Yes,
you are. Why would you be angry when I started the topic of your death?”
“I
AM NOT ANGRY.”
“Well
I can see that”
“What?”
“That
you are “NOT ANGRY.” Come on cool down. You know everybody has to die one
day. Today you are here fighting with me, who knows tomorrow you may be lying
down here, fighting with some other arrogant living person.”
“Are
you telling me that I am going to die tomorrow?”
“No!
How the hell am I supposed to know when you will die?”
“Because
you are already dead.”
“So
shall you be, one day. No one can tell when one will die. I never thought I
would die today. All I am telling is that any minute can be your last minute.
”
“That’s
a scary word to come out of dead man’s pen. ”
“It’s
the truth. We all live knowing this truth but ignoring it. We enjoy watching
other people die but forget that we may be the next. We forget how precious our
life is. ”
“I
know how precious life is. That’s why I want to become a great doctor in
future and help a lot of people defy death. ”
“For
how long? ”
“What????
”
“For
how long are you going to defy death? You can use all the medicine that mankind
has ever invented, all the treatment mankind has ever created, but still you can
never save a man from dying. You may push his death a bit further but he will
die eventually. You Mr. Great doctor of future too will be lying helpless like
me or like any other man that was ever born in front of death one day. Well, how
do you know that you will live long enough to become a doctor? ”
“What
do you mean? And would you please stop predicting my untimely death? I can take
it no more. ”
“How
can you say that death is untimely? Death comes knocking to your door only when
your time is up. ”
“Hey,
look at me. I am still too young to die. I still have a lot to do. ”
“And
may I ask you when you will finish doing what you have to do, and will be ready
to die.”
“Of
course, when I am old enough to die.”
“Nobody
ever feels that they are old enough to die. If death goes on to a hundred years
old man and ask him if he is ready to go, he will say that he is still not ready
and he have many things to do or see before his death.”
“Well,
I agree that nobody really wants to die even though we all know that we will
have to die one day. So what do you suggest that we shall be doing, Mr. Dead
Man? Do you want us to accept that we will all die one day and stop worrying
about our future and our dreams? Do you want us to stop looking for new
medicine, accepting that we can never defeat death? Do you want doctors to give
up their professions as you just said we can never beat death? Do you mean to
say that as we all know that it is not certain when we will die so I shall stop
studying hard and spend my life enjoying myself? I shall forget about becoming a
doctor, as it seems that even if I become the one that will be of no use against
death, and start partying and enjoying myself in the name of leading a tension
free life? ”
“You
can do that. After all at least then you will be accepting the truth about
death. But then what difference will there be between you and animal? ”
“I
don’t believe it! I don’t believe it! Just tell me one thing, is it because
you just suddenly were deprived of all the enjoyments of living that you have
become so sadist and can’t see another person still enjoying his life, you are
jealous, aren’t you?… I can understand, it must have been hard experience…
or is it that you feel sadist to begin with? Well Mr. Great Dead Man what can I
do to please you? Do you want me to feel the sizzling bullet inside by head or
should I find out the taste of potassium cyanide or should I try to mimic birds
by jumping off from a tall building. Will my death satisfy your jealousy? Is
that what you want me to do? ”
“No!
I just want you to lead a meaningful life as a human being. I want you to
understand how every second of your life is important as the next can be very
well be your last second. So don’t waste your time. You were born as human, so
act like one. You don’t have to wait for helping others until you become a
doctor. You can do that even now. There are hundreds of people around you that
need your help. Be a human, help them. Live every minute of your life as a
human. Never say tomorrow, then when the death comes, you can face it with a
smile regardless of when it comes and regardless of what you have achieved as
you would have done what you could have. ”
…
“Well, its time for me to go, now can’t stay here forever. They have come
for me. ”
“Who
is it ??? Is it angles ? ”
“You
will know, well so long. Meet you soon…AFTER DEATH!!! ”
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